Angel Whispers – Self-Apology

This week’s whisper is a little deviation from the norm. The guidance was to create a self apology to help lift the burdens of the past. I invite you to use it. Feel free to include other people in your life, should they come to mind. Let me know what happens (tee tee).

You don’t have to know what you are forgiving; it would be even better if you don’t focus on specific details and events. Think of yourself as a child and create an image of you in your youth, or during any time in life that appears in your mind. Evoke the angels to be with you. Your unwillingness to do it is the only limiting factor.


I, ____________ (speak your full name here), offer you my heart in the form of an apology. I know you have done your best, and you may think that you have made mistakes in the form of the choices you made with your life. Mistakes are simply a part of your innocence, for you have never held it in your heart to hurt me. This I know to be true. Your perception of using poor judgment and miscalculations was the only way you could truly grow into the strong person you are today. I know that deeply held emotions affect your ability to trust me completely. 

Trust me in this moment as you visualize a circle in which you are standing. Inside the circle are shame, guilt, remorse, fear, regrets, anger, and the lower emotions that have been collected in the hidden realms of your life. Today, I am asking you to acknowledge your true essence through a moment of sharing the vibrations from the past.

I share the pain and suffering that you have experienced from your decisions and the choices that others made any time you felt attacked, wounded, or the victim of abuse in any form. Your emotions are real, as real as anything you will experience in the physical world. They are a part of you to be honored, acknowledged, respected, and accepted.

Are you willing to hold my hand and step outside that circle today as we reach for freedom together? You will never be free from your past experiences, but I am asking if you will free yourself from the self-judgments, the pain, and the suffering that you have endured in this lifetime. Will you join with the person you are today and in the love that represents your freedom? Will you walk with me as one with the vision to hold yourself harmless in the journey of your soul? Will you see yourself in the light of your own love?

Leave the circle of doubt and pain and see yourself going up the stairway and into the illuminated arms of love. Your true parent is in the spirit form, waiting to hold you in their arms, to comfort you, to love you without conditions, and to offer you the freedom to express yourself without fear, without judgment, without the pain of the past, and to offer you the life you were truly born to live.

Please know and believe that I never meant you anything other than love, and that everything else was the illusion of separation, for I have always been here waiting for the day we would step outside the circle to explore unlimited creativity, joy, peace, and the love that you deserve. Life will continue to offer you challenges, but see them as feathered clouds ready to carry you upward and lift you into your higher consciousness, your best self, and the greatest awareness that you are living life to the fullest. Most of all, I love you. I love you. I love you!


Bring joy, ease suffering and create beauty, then dance like you mean it!
Blessings, Russell


“Sometimes, an apology sets free a part of you that you didn't even realize was caged…and forgiveness destroys the cage.” 
― Sanjo Jendayi

“Sorry I painted the word 'twat' on your garage door.” 
― David Shrigley

“If an apology is followed by an excuse or a reason, it means they are going to commit same mistake again they just apologized for.” 
― Amit Kalantri

 Angel Whispers – Self-Apology